Fate plays a cruel hand

Fate just dealt me a brutal hand. Don't u find it interesting how ironic things are? The similarites, the differences, its all too uncannily familiar. Chemistry? Nah. Just that its all too similar, those differences. Contradicting? Oh yes i am. I'm contradicting myself to a point that mystifies even myself. What am i saying u ask? As Tornado Makio puts it, "Its like a midget in your heart with a hammer, hammering away.. KonKonKon." The similarities: They both have a good ガルラブ友達, they both 同じ pattern, they both psychadelic, both frequent あの所. Worse still, the 第二次のデート both got a ギグ associated with it. Why! I implore you, tell me the antiphon to my woes! Am i so lucky/unlucky to experience this fate twice? I mean, there are differences, yes, but those are minor compared to the similarites. Its not a substitute, mind you. Its like finding a twin fish in the sea. My thoughts are oscillating man.. Part of me whacks myself on the head telling me in this manly voice: "There you go again chasing rainbows. WhoWhatWhyWhenHow?" On the other hand, the psycho in me says in a falsetto voice: "Eh g0 0n m4n j00 r k3wl i r lik3 w4d j00 r d0ing y34h 1337xors j00 5hd g0 fuLL st34m 4H34D!" I know what i shd do, i already made up my mind, but i have no idea how to go about doing it. This is fucking frustrating man. It's not helping that friends are going into the army soon. Its sad, this twist of fate, this peripetiaic situation i'm facing now. All i need is a map of your head. That is all i need in the grand design for life, the unintended drinker's anthem. To top if off, i have a word to summarise my feeling to date. "Haizzzzzzzz....."