Giggling little schoolgirls

I just gheyly giggled like a little schoolgirl pussy farting in front of her boyfriend. Oh no.. have i turned into a crazy mofo? Hmm. Haiz. "Only takes one tree, to make 1000 matches. Only takes one match, to burn a thousand trees, a thousand trees" - Stereophonics - Thousand trees. Which is exactly what i'm feeling now. Burnt. Spent. Wasted. Used. Shagged and tired and bushed all in one. The insomnia is playing games with my head man.. but then again i finally got back to the digit 7. Time to get lucky again. Hopefully it maintains in this range.. better still if it goes down to the digit 6, then i can become mad again. Oh yes. And something has been bugging me recently.. and i dunno what to do about it. To ignore or to approach the problem? Ignorance is bliss but then again confrontation always works. Dun bother asking me what it is i dunno myself. Its something that unsettles me, something that dun feel right, something unexplainable. Hmm. I shall ponder upon this train of thought.. On another note haiiizzzzzz i r depression i r not like this bittersweet feeling then again i like it a lot long time no feel haiiizzzzz. The problem with Aki is that he likes to chase pretty pretty rainbows. He knows it but he still does it. Why? You gotta ask the wiseass himself.. Fucking loser aye.. Life is a bittersweet symphony indeed. The ups and downs of life, the fun times, the sad times, the unhappy times, the crazy times. All gonna end too fast, too soon, too quickly. Everyone's going NS.. Me and mat are like the last of the peepz. Going to be damn bored la no friends to hang out with anymore. Come to think of it damn sad leh. Haiz. Oh well gotta make the late night supper sessions more happening, more often. Its a chance to get to know chillout buddies in the area.. better still got ppl to chill with once the dudes go army.. yeah that's right i'm talkin to u both ah punk n xh.. this way i dun always have to travel to the west, haha.. Which reminds me i need to get a bike license. Just a bit more heck just finish it la.. dun wanna waste money.. Which in turn reminds me i one take wonder again, after like 4 months of inactivity.. i still got the touch man. Yeah thats some sort of motivation. But sad la after BBDC expect to chill at RT.. no more starting next week our dear beloved hotel boss leaving for NS.. And our dear beloved NiAhKong too.. 2 Friends and Lovers gone, few more to come in the month of September.. See as i said its all happening to fast too furious.