Okay life

Now life is like a standstill. It can either shoot up real high, or drop down damn low. Seeing J and T together makes my day but the evil side of Aki is like, eh man, thats so sweet.. Why am i still single.. and what not. This feeling makes me sick of myself, so badly that i've been getting thrashed in pool daily. Its like a norm now, Lost to Zul, Mail, John, Terence, Deck.. Man, this is like so shitty.. anyways this is my 3rd time poning Art class, i have been warned to be debarred, and Raj is ALREADY debarred, sadly. Just passed my art by like 0.5 marks, thanks to Raj. THANKS! WE GOT THE LOWEST! :D At least we passed dude.. Hm, anyways chilled with Terence at orchard today, played best first to five wins in poll and as usual, i lost. Utterly dominated as usual. come to think of it, i also lost to Cat! Stupid Neko chan.

Ah damn it, why. Why isit that a girl can never come to love me? This again, yea yea i know. Let me rant and rave in my four padded white walls pls guys n gals.. Damn pathetic.. i feel so shitty.. as quoted by joel, jealously, admiration, envy, hate, love with the final end result: depression.

Oh wells, at least i went shopping with CT today, to buy some what things, and saw Peg and Sweetee. Lol said that i was having a double date, Wooo.. lol. So good to hang out with girls, its likes o much diff from guys man, new kinda chilling! lol. Saw Brandon Silvia, the ex gay boy. Yea, and now Alaster wants to know Wendy, haha, Wendy, that guy that day, sitting with me when we were doing SAB shit, u wanna know him? Haha. Okay, for the next few days i probably will be damn busy, gotta do a shoot for Neko chan's group, help Mail's group out again, watch Bobo's gig, get a girlfriend, get a motorbike, preferbly Hayapusa, get a car, preferbly Ferrari, and most importantly, a job. Haha. Well i hope u great ppl can make my life go UPPPPPPPPP~!!!!