Sweet Dreams.. PoPo

Today's Blog is to commemorate the passing of my grandmother. Good lass she was, aye. Lending me money n all. Damn, slept thru the time everyone else visited her at the hospital, even my bro. Damn lived so fucking near n yet couldnt go say sup man. now she's gone i dunno wad to say. feeling shitified need to smoke real bad fuck fuck fuck me n my procastination. FUCK need to FUCKING KILL SOMETHING. Anyways she went back to see the good ol' big one up there. Really hopes she enjoys her new place in heaven man. The sun the clouds n the harps. Hmm now that was assuring. Dun feel that bad now though i still need to smoke. Fuck MotherFuck. I'm such a holy motherfucker sonofabitch wadefuck am i doing wif my fucking pathetic goddamned loserly crappy suckcock butoh cheebai kanninabe/bu life? Anyways she died ard 11+p.m. 6 May 05. Complications due to blood pressure n wtfever. The doctor looked and talked like some fucking loser nerd everyday go home n fucking play hentai game one, fucking no lifer. Didn't die well huh fuck i hope u die a painful excruciating death.. in my hands. Fucking dun call people after the death, call WHEN there are complications. Dumbass. Ah fuck still a human. Damn i feel like a sadistic ungrateful bastard. Couldn't cry seeing the body. Juz looked on nonchanlently like it was fucking nothing. Joked ard wif lok too like wtf is my fucking problem. And NO TAGS for this one ppl. Or i may juz kill u. This is juz my fucking random thought n dun go ard saying sorry aki or chin up aki cuz i aint gonna accept pity from u ppl. I'm juz gonna face it as it is n continue my boring yet lame life. After all, this is my inochi. k i'm gonna smoke now dun care who's at home and whos not.